stepping onto the ledge again
no thought of the foothold beneath
I wonder why
maybe I want to hold on
for you
again
I stare into deep emptiness
but hollow words ring true
or else why would I put on the fool's cloak
and watch you with the tombstones
those graves ?
again?
little patience left for this jester
this harbinger of fraud
and cowardice
he, once a faithful shadow
thought I
again
but now that too has passed
flits of sand
flits of sand
sometimes I guess I want to believe
even if I know it can't be true
does that make it my momentary religion?
a temporary addiction?
this clinging to a hope so out of reach?
again